A waitress, taking in the air
outside, looks up from the
Cincinnati street. Returns
inside. Tells the waiter
with the squirrelly pony tail,
‘A flock of geese just went by!
‘In a vee,’ she says.
Showing with her fingers
a sidewise ‘V.’
***
This pen wants to speak.
But what is there to say?
About the sunlight in the
store opposite the cafe.
Lighting foreheads of the
customers in the poor folks’
grocery. I think I’d like to
photograph these
illuminated skulls behind
the glass. A misdemeanor,
of the liberal, artistic sort?
To capture others’ attractive
squalor. You call it just
getting by. From my catbird
seat, sipping a double
cappuccino. Considering art,
first. Then, guilt. Then, art.
Then, guilt.
***
I want to run and embrace
this tulip-yellow light. But
where? Where do I stand and
meet it all? Face to face with
beauty bigger than myself, I
quail. Sit in my broken chair —
one slat’s missing. Thinking,
maybe it’s the coffee in my
bloodstream
that makes me
mad to kiss
the sun.
~ cincinnati, 1989
2 comments
This reminds me of my summers in Ithaca New York when I would eat outside downtown at a table under a Cinzano umbrella in the morning by Lake Cayuga, people watching.
A can mark my life’s chapters in cappuccinos and coffeeshops. Thanks for your own vivid image!